Morning redpillers,

In LTR for year. Last three months were tough: she was on hormone pills to manage prolactin levels. No libido, no sex at all. Was getting mad about bullshit and I had full bluepill responses. Tried breaking up this Saturday, now sleeping separately in one house - tied up by rent contract. I am exhausted, watched fight club and I am in the same place as Jack. I took everything that she would say super seriously. I started to thing, that I might be too in my head. I was overthinking and overreacting everything that she was saying. She wants to have kids in next 3-4 years. Me? Not in next 7-8 years. She is 4 years older than me. Strong 8, great sex, kinky and dirty does what I want. No idea what do I do. From one side, she mistreated me because I was BP. Now getting back to RP, but maybe I should be exploring? She cooks for me, is grumpy from time to time but idgaf. What do I do? I feel like I am the one who is having problems with my head, not her. Am I going super mental?