Hey asktrp, I have never been the kind of guy who wants to sleep with many girls and all that PUA stuff, I have always just wanted a nice girl who I can be with. It's worth mentioning that I have never been in a relationship, but often hook up with girls and stuff and try to convert them into relationships. My standards with girls are generally very high and i do occasionally get the ones i go for; however, I usually get played and left in the dirt.

The last one broke my self confidence in a really messed up way, and i've felt worthless and sad since then. Ultimately I just want to know, when does all this bullshit end? When can I get this girl who I can just be with? After reading all these posts on TRP i kinda feel hopeless because it seems that the type of girls i am attracted to and like are generally girls who manipulate guys. When can I stop putting up the facade of someone who doesn't give a fuck and start really caring about someone without getting fucked over? It may not be alpha personality, but i really do care about the people in my life and am just having a hard time coping with the fact that girls simply don't care.