I'm a bit fed up with every. single. person. in my social circle. I've been meeting new people, went on a few dates, etc. I really don't feel like I have my shit together.

I took my date last night to a kava/kratom bar last night. We were both excited but when we got our kratom (I took a high dose, she took medium) she took 2 sips and made that stink eye from the Juno trailer for like 10 min.

"I'm assuming you aren't going to drink that." She shook her head. I chugged both of them.

Honestly, I sat there with a sweet buzz just realizing that I was on a date with a boring, anti-fun, cute-faced-kinda-chubby girl with one of the biggest hamster for a brain I've ever seen.

I think I'd rather check out and increase my SMV for a better life in the future. Everyone in my social circle has been argumentative for a few days now. Been going out and meeting people and just flat out not liked anyone enough to even have a conversation with.

When should one go into monk mode? Is it based on Maslow's hierarchy of needs?