Tbh, I know TRP is the truth.

I act like a no judge guy. But fuck I hate these hoes and their actions.

My onetitis tells me about all the hoe shit she does. 'I drink, dont know what I'm doing and hook up.' Sure bla bla dont talk to her. But I must talk to her and game her so I dont have the blue fantasy of her. And see her as is

My plate tells me how she goes multiple parties in the same day, and how she's bored of her current hook up partner and how she's glad I'm here to save her. All while leading him on

My friend tells me about how she has guys do all types of crazy things to please her.

My other plate tells me how she has commitment issues, and how guys suck. While sitting in my fucking lap drunk

They all tell me this, because I'm supposedly a relaxed chill guy with no judgement. But it's so far from the truth.

I literally cannot bring myself to spend time with them. I want to see them. Sit for 5 mins. Make plans. Hear the hoe shit, act cool then text later cancelling the plans

Im Constantly trying to find good girls, and when I do we can never connect because we are not alike. I have no idea where I stand. I'm not red pilled enough to not judge these hoes, I'm not red pilled enough to even want them. But I still want them. I still want good girls, and I want the bad ones who I'm so attracted to, to actually be able to pair bond.

Like I'd say I'm grateful for seeing how things truly are. But the pressure gets to me. The pressure of always spinning plates. The pressur and the absolute fucking boredom of going out and meeting new people. Because if I dont I'll settle, and get hit with onetitis and fuck my mental health. The pressure of always being alpha. The pressure of never saying what you want. The pressure of knowing that they'll do the hoe shit whether you want it or not. So by acting cool they tell you. Unprompted. But I hate it.

The pressure of even having to lie about what I do. I'm constantly thinking about alpha and beta behavior. Constantly fighting my inner dialogue of actually communicating

This is all making me feel very alone. I cant talk to anyone I know about women. They dont get it. They talk about marriage and how that's the cycle of life and probably they will be married and even happy. I live in a third world country where marriages do continue. Ofcourse while no sex and they resent each other but that's the norm. Accepted and expected. But they're happy. They didn't read or see the alternative. They didn't have my experience. And ignorance is a bliss. So how do you talk to them about hoes.

How do you guys even do it? Like MGTOW definetly isnt for me. I love the idea of women. But fuck, women themselves- their true colors. Suck.