I met a girl at the dormitory where I live and approached her. From there, we discussed the logistics over text and grabbed a beer a few days after.

Didn't escalate, we had a pretty basic conversations about herself and all. Teased her a bit. Showed her some new places and cracked some jokes. I should say I played my cards right. At the end of the hang out she asked me if I wanted to chill at her room when her roommate is off to home. I obviously agreed.

Today was the day and she asked me to come over. I brought protection and went up to her room. I think it's important to mention that I'm still a virgin and I got anxious af.

Alright, so in I go and of random this and that we talked. Tried escalating on high points like when she cracks a joke or says something interesting, but.. THIS TRULY FUCKED ME UP: she kept switching subjects, sitting posture, and even switching seats altogether creating distance. I didn't know what the fuck to make of this. Okay I kept trying to sound interesting and funny, we even set some trap music in the background. Tried holding eye contact with her and we went a couple of seconds me looking at her and she just looking away....

At some point, she told me she's breaking with her boyfriend, and I read that as an iOi, but didn't really know how to react. So I kinda asked her what was wrong etc etc... But still. Nothing sexual happened.

I sat next to her during the last 30mins and we touched thighs and was really close to her, but still... No fuckinf eye contact, no indications... Nothing. The bitch was as dry as a fucking wasteland.

Towards the end she told me she has to sleep to wake up for work tomorrow and that's it... Just what the fuck. What the fuck was that? This is my first experience with a potential plate and a lot was going on that I couldn't just fathom at the time.... So please someone explains what the fuck is going on cuz I'm feeling bummed and like wasted 2 fucking hours of my life.