Summary of Gf: Typical innocent international student living in halls,, conservative cultural values yet is a party girl back home with numerous orbiters, has had 2 bfs who haven't been assertive/dominant, took her virginity first night having her over. She's not as popular here and doesn't party as much so I took her under my wing and she grew on me.

She's been on and off recently, I know I shouldn't want a texting buddy however her engagement has been lacking + . I have dealt with shit tests, passed most I feel however this is my first LTR with rp knowledge and fuck me this is hard. She wore lingerie for my birthday today and all that went thru my mind is that this is just my turn and I need to be prepared for its end. Sex is fine, but not as tight as previous fucks so its average but bonus is super submissive. Currently training her to cook more often and to have sex more frequently (any advice on training would be appreciated).

Sounds like dumb shit I know but I'm trying to understand why I feel this way towards her. All I can think about is preparing for the end and understanding that the way she acts here isn't necessarily how she acts with her friends back home. Any advice from experienced RPers would be appreciated.