Hey guys. Need some advice. Early 30s guy here. Have my shit together. I make $125,000 a year roughly. I lift heavy (5'11 180 and lean) and have good friends and work on my investments. Been in and out of LTR's. I talk to girls on the regular and spin plates here and there.

Not sure if its my ADHD or depression or what but sometimes I get clingy with girls and feel like I have to play games with these women.

Example:

I meet a girl, get her number or snapchat. Start talking to her and the ones I actually like I get like bummed when I don't hear from them for a day or two and CONSTANTLY over analyze shit like a women. I know this behavior is beta and try to act like an Alpha man but damn it gets to me. I know they are getting railed out by other dudes and that doesn't really bother me. It's like I need their attention.

It's like I need to care less. On paper I have no reason to feel this way. (test levels are fine).I don't know if I need to pick up some more hobbies or something but I need to want women less. It's like I crave their attention for some reason and want to own these bitches minds. Christian Gray type shit.

Fix me.