Yes I am hamstring about one single girl, but this more or less goes for other girls too; a lot of women I know have an easy time conversating with other people, but not with me. People very, very rarely initiate conversation with me while they do with all people around me. But when they do, it's great fun and people laugh and stuff. Online those people are more responsive to messages (yet they do not initiate as often as I'd like).

I wonder what this is; am I creepy? Unapproachable? It makes me feel bad about myself really. Anyone having experience with this?