So I'm a 30 y.o male trying hard to improve my life and trp has been great for me thus far but the only thing standing in the way of complete success is that my body doesn't always want to seem to cooperate. For the record I'm slim and don't know of any health issues. Normal blood pressure, triglycerides and cholesterol were tested and good, no diabetes.

Socially I've been a recluse pretty much my entire life. Life spent on video games and internet porn. Around 22 I had a gf and had trouble getting it up for her. I ended up seeing a physician and she felt my testis and said they were good size. They also did the blood work and my test levels were "healthy" (I don't remember exactly but they were on the lower scale of the range). She gave me a script for some boner pills and that helped a bit but it was still tricky. I ended up moving away and that relationship was over.

Now I'm again trying to get my life back on track. I have a good paying job, I'm working out, going out more. Have 2 girls interested in me that I've had on dates that are DTF. But the though of fucking it up with a limp dick is scaring me. I redid my test check a few months ago and it was 9 for free test and 450 for total. I've been porn free for about 2 weeks but before that it was about 15 years of jerking it to porn. Never had an issue of getting it up to jerk off. But I think even pornographic material without stroking my cock may take a while to get me up.

Anyways, I guess I have nothing to lose but to try. I've gotten a script for more boner pills and I'll pop those. I'm taking zink, citrulline and trying a better diet.

Anybody been through something like this? Guys, I can't tell you how soul crushing it is to have a 9 sitting on her couch waiting for you to make a move and you can't because of ED anxiety... I feel like I worked hard to improve myself and now my new and better life may be denied for some bullshit reason outside of my control.

I suppose if I can't control this I may look into TRT.