I'll try to be as succinct as possible because there is a lot of setup. About a month ago, a co-worker i am quite attracted to but i wasn't really interested in because she has a child started to text me after hours after she got my number off the company directory. I can't get real specific but she knew i was capable of getting certain drugs and that is how the conversation started. I was blinded by my own betaness and as the conversation slowly slipped into more of the flirty kind I was convinced she was not only into me but I was a lock for this going somewhere. Over the next few weeks i seemingly got green light after green light as I tested the waters. She even accepted an invitation to dinner. The vibe i got was weird but i thought she was just nervous, and she kept texting me making me think I wasn't alone in this attraction. It took a couple weeks to get her the drug of her choice but before i did come to find out she had a boyfriend this whole time but would still like to go to dinner and hang out. I told her that would be fine but i'm not paying for shit, i have to have some dignity. Keep in mind this whole time i was operating under the information from another co-worker that she did not have a boyfriend. I would have not got nearly as invested in this if i had know that, i would have jumped ship a while ago but at this point i was quite interested in her as we have a great deal in common, we like to do the same shit, and she is hotter than most women who give me the time of day. The boyfriend is out of state and in jail of all things. Also, one night while drunk she told me she was into me as well but was confused because she had a boyfriend. I explained that she wasn't confused she just isn't good at making decisions. Then her brother committed suicide and on that same day she had me come over to party to get her mind off the sorrow, this went quite well but nothing but hanging out happened. The next day i bought her son a gift becasue the poor guys uncle died on his birthday and i felt for him and it couldn't hurt getting me points with her. This went over really well as she invited me to come over and hang out with her family and also invited herself to my house that weekend and since it is an hour away from her she would need to stay the night. I'm thinking this is going fucking great, and i managed to do it all without being too beta, though that shit definitely happened. Well it fucking devolved from there. Turns out the weekend she accepted to come over was the same weekend she had to be out of town. Then last week i invited her to a movie and she accepted excitedly but then cancelled at work the next day becasue her washing machine broke and had to get it fixed and laundry done before the trip. That evening was the day i finally came through with the product (mind you this is about 3 weeks from when i started to get it for her), and she of course had me come over. Before the drug exchange i did give her some grief about how she didn't have time to hang out with me but if i had the drugs she was more than able, she was emphatic that this was not the case and tried to assure me that she just didn't want to commit to something and have to cancel again. I believed her, uggh. When i tried to get her to commit to another day she said she was real busy but i could come hang out and watch her pack if i wanted. I declined and said that we would just try to do something next week. Since the day i came through on the drugs her texting has drastically fallen off. Before i she would rarely if ever let a text go unanswered, now it's quite often. While she was on her trip this past weekend i got a single uninitiated text and the rest i had to initiate. It's really made me feel like a fucking dick.

So i say all of that to ask this. She is back in town today and will be coming to work tomorrow. She tentatively accepted coming to my place this weekend but didn't fully commit so she wouldn't have to cancel again. I would like to try to confirm but with her seemingly distancing herself i feel like such a bitch trying to get her to commit to come over. I thought about seeing if she wants to go to a movie tomorrow or friday and then broach the subject of her coming over then. Do i need to just cut and run from this chick? I'm usually a needy little cunt with hot womans affection but godamn if i don't want it badly. I welcome any and all commits unless you are just telling me i'm a bitch, i'm already aware of that.

I typed this up pretty fast so it may be confusing but I would like to hear your thoughts.