They have no control over how they behave, they are driven by high testosterone, extraversion, low iq..... So yeah, maybe you perfect the art of being like them.. but you will never be them. You’ll become something much different.... and in the process you will destroy your authentic self...you have to. Become nothing more then a calculated actor and eventually that’s all you will be.. and you will feel that way...hollow, like an actor, going through the motions.... destroying your ability to actually be authentic or love. That comes after a few times of success followed by you falling in love, not wanting to lose them... causing you to fuck it up and lose them...

Then you have to make a decision.. go all the way. Or try to get back what you tried so hard to destroy..(it’s harder then you think)