Basically the title says it.

My LTR treats me basically like a king, in and out of bed. But I can’t help but get anxious that she’s talking to other guys.

She’s cheated in her younger relationships, so that’s always in the back of my head. When we were just FWB, I didn’t care cause I was sleeping around. A few weeks ago we agreed to be exclusive after taking a break (the break was mutual, I told her I was sleeping with other people. She’s the one who asked to be exclusive when we got back together)

I noticed that she’s been snapchating my friend, so today I asked him if their friendship was platonic. He told me it’s platonic and not to sweat it. I felt like a fool for even asking, luckily I genuinely see eye to eye with my friend on a lot of things so I image he’d be honest with me. Plus, I’ve made it clear I wouldn’t care, we’d still be friends. It would be her who would get cut out of my life. Unless, of course, he’s lying and they’re talking on sexual terms.

I know I should just focus on myself. Being in a committed relationship always fucks with my head. I was raised in a situation where I never felt like I was good enough, I feel like I carry that baggage into my LTRs.

Also, I’ve been on TRP for ~3years, and hit my 25 n-count. I’m still two years off 25 years old so I’m not quite 25/25/25. Buttt, I’m too busy to be spinning plates and would rather have an LTR where my anxiety doesn’t act up.