This will be long but I need to explain. Never experienced this. I usually get first meetup lays. Until now, Met the girl a total of 4 times. Last two times she invited me to her home where things could and should have happen. I spent the night. Very affectionate girl. Can’t seem to fucking get off of me. Anyway. I properly escalate she resists. She has said why rush things , she wants it to be special , she doesn’t know me that well (even tho I’m in her home), sex is the most intimate thing. I have read and know about the iron rule. But I’m confused because maybe this girl truly has moral convictions? Because I admit she is more square then a lot of girls I’ve been with. Am I beta to her? Hard to believe I’ve always been the opposite and it shows through my actions. I have nothing to offer but myself and she knows this. Age of both us is 26 years old.