i have no confidence for some reason. i don’t know what happened to me but all my self love and confidence went away about a year ago. To preface physically - i’m 6’2”, i workout 3-5 days a week so i have a very solid physique, blue eyes, nice hair, i’m involved in greek life at a good school, i have a good job, friends, a roof under my head and money. Not that all this matters, but for some reason I am not happy. I am blessed that I am able to do whatever I want whenever. I started fucking this gorgeous girl after I dumped my ex a month ago, but it still doesn’t make me feel happy. despite her complimenting me in bed and saying things like “nice big dick” or whatever, i never feel happy or walk with my head high. i’m always quiet and down, i’m in my head. I started using headspace for meditation but haven’t really noticed a change.

When it comes to girls i’m talking to I have this fear that any guy will just take her away from me. i’m not even dating this girl, but I have this stupid worry that any of my friends can just seduce her in front of me and she’ll reciprocate. I was like this with my ex as well, and admittedly hated taking her places because of this. it sucks and is mentally draining.