I'm a 23 year old person, I'm a little skinny but I'm athletic. I have an average face and I am not shy but I am introverted.

I can do crazy things, but I also like being by myself and thinking a lot. I don't like parties too much and I have decided to invest in myself and start "working" in the hobbies I like (guitar, bicicle, politics) and avoid parties when I don't feel 100% like going. This is because I have being used to going out a lot and, thinking about it, it has been a bad investment though it has been fun.

My typical interaction with a girl I didn't know before goes like this: we meet, I'm funny and diferent from other guys, she shows some interest, I don't escalate because I feel afraid of her seing me like a creep and we become friends.

Sometimes I doubt about being hot enough, cool enough or valuable enough, and right now I am not sure what I have to do because I have tried being more sexual and that but it hasn't been enough because no girl that is still my friend has rejected me, that makes me think I have to be even more direct and sexual and escalate.