The moment you realize that women are not going to bring you the happiness that you are chasing after is the moment that this whole journey is about. You will find yourself, after many successes, feeling the same. The same feeling of emptiness inside will be there. Don't ignore this feeling. And, most importantly, don't try to fix it with more women. Women are not the answer. There's a deeper underlying issue that you cannot ignore anymore. Dive deep and start your true healing. Once you do that, the happiness that you've been chasing after will come.