So, I'm a guy (21) who's first language isn't English and I moved to a new country around 2 years back for my degree. For the first year while everything was in person, I never really talked to anyone as I was adjusting to the new environment and also couldn't carry out a conversation in general because I was too afraid to speak, I was afraid the other person won't be able to understand me. But I started being confident as I had been going to the gym for 3 months and had made friend at work but then COVID happened. I already did not have many friends and now I've been forced to sit at my house from the last 1.5 years and everything's still under lockdown where I live. I have made out with 2 girls in the last 2 years but never got to go all the way with either one of em. Almost 6 months without any action, the only people I've met in this time span are the people at my work and I'm not fond of them anyway. Now I can't stop thinking if I'm too late for all of this. Literally everyone around me is/has been in a relationship except for me and I keep overthinking if any girl would even wanna have sex with a 21yo virgin.

I know its a bit of a stretch and its really not a thing I should be worried about but I have wasted 2 years of my life literally doing nothing. And these are the years that are supposed to be the best years of our lives. Lmaooo I'm having existential crisis as I'm writing this post.

Anyway, any tips or if anyone can relate to it?