I never approached girls. I never had the courage or confidence to do it. Long story short: I decided to change my life 4 years ago.. moved country change everything about me, job, friends, lifestyle... I needed to change because my levels of depression were very dangerous. Left my country with just a backpack with some clothes and some money on my pocket..

Today I finally feel that I can do it. My own self improvement in the last years in a foreign country made me good things.. I still have scars from the past... But I feel much better.

I think now it's the right time. I feel more confident about myself. I'm 41 years old. I never did that... But I want to make it very honesty. Only do it when I feel really attracted, be on a bus or in a bar (to makes thing even more difficult and awkward). I sometimes feel that I lost my time and I maybe to old for those kind of games.

I'm very handsome.. so people say. I'm a good guy, very humble, honest and kind. I love my job and my friends.. .. just wish I had a little more courage. Also my age... It kind of blocks me - I dont know why.. but when we are more young things are more fun and easy.