The last girl I was "seeing" was utterly complicated, which was probably why I've been so hung up on her. And by complicated I mean that she had a bf that was treating her badly (I'm assuming this because we would have never met if she was happy). Long story short, we mutually cut it off.

I tried gaming and for some reason something had been off. Like I just didn't want to talk to anyone, so I took a break from game. Its been about 3 weeks since.

I'm feeling lonely again like before I gamed. I feel like this is what always happens.

Anythings I could do to feel at ease being by myself and being alone? It probably doesn't help that I live by myself and am several hundred miles away from family and my hometown.