I read a post saying that I shouldn't​ be something that I'm not, in reality I'm not at all social, I always try to make girls around me laugh(which is against my personality), but some where I make things boring and eventually i end up in friend zone

I don't know how should I express my personality but here's a try, I sit somewhere quiet and be happy by watching others sing, dance and do whatever crazy they think rather than hopping into the crowd and getting crazy. Watching others being happy is the best feeling for me.

Can anyone just tell me what should I do? Should I try whatever I can to impress a girl or do what makes me happy? Sorry for my English I know it's not at all good