I'm a 27 year old who had one relationship like 5+ years ago, which went terribly bad. I always ran away from pickup books and those kind of reading materials, and now I've gone desperate:

I'm looking for a great pickup book (if available in PDF, the better) which can help me get insight into this profession - any link, help, direction will be appreciated!

I'm at the point in my life where I need a woman to be with me. I just need someone with me and beside me - for talk, for fun and for relaxation.

This solitude starts to affect every single aspect of my life, including work (I'm a programmer), so please, help me.

PS I was banned on this subreddit a week or so and it was caused by my depression I've expirienced. I thank the admins for the ban and helping me introspect myself.