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just finished things with a fucked girl and now i feel upset but i know its for the better. she was putting the blame on me at the end of it and was extremely egotistical and manipulative.

for some reason i feel bad about myself and i sometimes blame myself for her to do this to me. but i realize i shouldn’t blame myself and it’s her who is manipulating my feelings.

how do i stop this non-sense from affecting me? honestly its really fucked how bad i feel even though i really do realize its her who’s making me feel this way.

it was a typical narcissistic relationship, she showered me with attention and affection and we had so much in common. i honestly at one point felt like she was the ‘one’— one night i called her out on her disgusting narcissistic tendencies, since i was sick of her shit. thats when when it started quickly deteriorating with her manipulating me and acted extremely distant almost at an instance, like a flip of a swich. then i realized i needed to end it since I value honesty and good morals. i hate games.