I had terrible childhood experiences with girls and people in general, I had been made fun of, bullied, body shamed and harrased in school by even girls, whicg make me grow up with low confidence and from then I had very less exposure with girls and had only countable conversations with girls, so I'm not able to figure it out how to talk to girls and it's definitely not same like you talk with boy's, as talking with boy's and making Guy friends are easy for me but not vice versa .