I’ll start out by saying I’m probably close to a beginner, although I’ve had several experiences hitting massive state so far, and I notice it feels like all fucks given are gone and you’re on social God mode (which is crazy if you can’t tame it).

For example, tonight at the club, I tried doing some pretty embarrassing / daring / goofy /obnoxious things (within reason) in front of, and with, girls to unstifle myself and get massively into state. (When you’ve embarrassed yourself past the point of no return, the anxiety totally disappears for up to a few hours and you feel like you’re in social god mode). When this happens, I start to act without even thinking anymore, since I’m so unstifled.

On the other hand, when I’m still stifled and haven’t hit state, I can actually moderate my behavior so that it’s socially intelligent.

I wanted to make a report on this. How to deal with it?