Ever, just fucking go for it man. Just practice talking to women like there human beings. Learn to enjoy life and your own company. Have a couple hilarious go to stories. Think of cheesy shit to say, women love the spontaneous. But for the love of anything, if you love someone. Go for it, become the better person she deserves, do it for yourself because with her it'll make you happier. Do it for yourself because you deserve it. Do it for yourself because no motherfucker should be with your woman. Shes yours to be free and grow, to tell her problems and her dreams to you. Shes there for you both to grow. So go for it before someone else comes in and takes her from you. Because that pain is unbearable. Make pretend someone is taking that girl from you, let that fire light up under your ass and practice.

Love yourself, teach yourself, grow, enjoy life man, don't be so hard on yourself, lighten up and take risks man, the stars aren't going to align magically for you, you gotta take it man.