So I know this isn't the right place to post this. But you guys have given me so much confidence & advice over the time reading here that I feel that you're my brothers. I don't comment much, I know, but I'm hoping you'll let it slide.

I split with my ex two months ago. Like everyone I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with her, but hey obviously I didn't. I had my suspicions about another guy she was hanging with (I've never been the jealous type so I didn't think much about it & she had loads of guy friends) but I trusted her. I brought it up and we resolved it. We went on holiday, had the greatest time. Romantic moments, everything, the usual shit. Anyway, we broke up, fine, shit happens and move on.

Two months is this week. I found out she's started a relationship with this guy I was originally dubious about. I'm pissed and heartbroken. I feel betrayed and lied to. I feel like the girl I knew was a complete fraud since she promised me nothing was going off. I'm over her in a sense. She's no longer the first thing I think about or the last. I know she treated me like shit towards the end. Though this really hurts. I shouldn't let it get to me, but it is. It breaks me. I know she wasn't good enough for me now, I know it. But the pain is really hard to except. I've been through through times already. I guess I need a shoulder to cry on?

It's just so heartbreaking knowing somebody that was so close to you, could hurt you so much. Even though they promised not to. I won't message her, even though I want to just to let her know what a complete bitch she's being, because I won't give her the satisfaction or start feeling too sorry for myself.

I'm sorry for posting here. I truly am. But I did it know where else to turn. I'm hurting and it sucks.