i literally sat on seddit all day yesterday preparing for this party, at which i was going to try to hook up with a girl i've liked forever and is moving on monday. i acted like alpha male, beat her in beer pong, but then as i got progressively drunk all i wanted to do was talk to her. i sat down at a table she was sitting at and talked to her for a while, she invited me to go smoke with her, and then she ran over to the pong table and was glued to this other guy. i basically told her like 4 times over the night that i had to talk to her before she left. moment finally happens, everything ive been studying goes down the drain. i say "i've always wanted to do this" and reach out for her chin, to try to kiss her, dodges it, and without processing any of it, drunken me says "okay, fuck you. bye." this was in front of a good bit of people. can i blame it all on being drunk? atleast she is moving away, right? well unfortunately, all of her attractive friends that were there arent moving away and they saw the whole thing.