HI Seddit!

I've done pickup before (got several #s), however, i've stopped a long time ago, and i've got most of the problems again (AA and so on). I don't have anyone to go out with me in my city, and the girls around here are very not attractive IMO. Also, whenever i'm going alone, I tend to exhaust myself in around 30 minutes or so, and then I just go back home, I don't even enjoy going out, because i'm at a stage in which it's hard for me to get the conversation to last for more than 30 seconds and so on.

If I want to go out with other people, it's around a 3 hours train ride (to there and back), and I really like to go out with others because we can rest together and then go back to it, but I feel that this is just too much time for me. I should also mention that i'm going back to Uni in a month or so, and I just won't have time to go out with other people, other than once a week.

Is there a way for me to find motivation to go out alone? Should I just give up on this for the next year or so, until the next summer vacation? (when I can go out with other people again)