Hello, seducers! I'm a 16-year old introvert from Eastern Europe, and this is the story of my first experience with the skills learned here.

For several months now I've been working on myself. Before 10th grade I've been awkward and without much social activity going, yet ironically I've had some success. That was until I got rejected 7 times by my 7 crushes one summer. Since then I've decided to change everything about me, for the better. Reading theories and guides for a long time, 2 weeks ago I started my adventure. On the way to and from school, I had encountered a blonde on my age, always texting and with a scary bitch rest-face. Yet, because she was somewhat intimidating, I decided that she will be my first target.

One morning at 7am I spotted her. My mind was warming up for endless excuses why I shouldn't talk to her, but before they had any effect, I was on my way to her seat. When I approached and asked her name, she was the most confused creature I've seen, and thus a bit intimidating. But her phone went in the bag, her attention to me - I had a green light to game. That morning I had 15mins to generate some attraction, and I succeeded, even though much uglier girls have given me a harder time. I haven't been happier in years - to be a normal guy, approach and survive, even with the big difference in SMV wasn't something I was hoping for, but it's what I had.

Now here's where the story gets worse for me. During the next few days I was teasing and playing, getting to know her better. Several times I got home much later than normal because we were "fighting" in the snow, challenging each other, acting like animals or small kids. At some point I saw that her social life is better than mine, her exes are out of this world compared to me, she was very good at bullshitting, her frame was strong and slowly but steadily I was bending under her shit-tests. I got her Facebook and couldn't control myself over what and when to text her. I wasn't returning messages immediately, but I did it, and I felt how she begins to take control. On top of that, I developed oneitis, because I don't have enough experience with girls like her. This whole package resulted in many beta moments on my side. Looking back, on the 2nd day I could've gone for a kiss and even something more, the IoIs were there, but I was too scared and late.

Overall, I've lost my chances with her the moment we began to "talk like normal humans for once", for stuff like previous relationships and stories from our lifes. Hers are like from a movie, and I can't compare with them. She is aggressive, so we've got a lot of physical contact, but at that point I've lost the dominant role in our relations, and I'm pretty sure I can't return it. The thing I like about this story which probably is so boring for many, is that I tried my best with the best target I could find. Many things I forgot to do in our interactions, many mistakes I could've prevented, happened, from which I can only learn. I'm writing this to say a big "thank you!" to this community, because this chapter of my life wouldn't have happened if the posts here didn't give me much needed info and motivation to go out and try something new for a first time. Every feedback is welcome, I'm kinda clueless what I can do beside becoming her beta friend, or breaking contact with her.