So I was working on my report the whole day for my school and it was a moderately productive day. I decided to go out and approach women. I was watching some Alex social videos describing "how one is enough" which gave me some motivation to just go and do it.

It takes me 30 mins to get to the city. As I get off the bus, I am super nervous and in my head. I start listening to "Staying alive" by bees but it does not really help my mood. There is a restaurant with tables outside with 3 women sitting. I am so nervous, but I still go and approach them after walking for 100 m anxiously. As I start talking to them,

Me: Hi, I just had to say hi because I thought you were kind of cute. I know this is not going anywhere but I was like what the hell, let us talk to her.

She: *smiling* oh hi *hesitantly says her name and does not want to shake her hand first but does it anyways*

Me: I am a bit nervous but hey there. Where are you from?

She: Copenhagen. I am sorry I am talking to my friends here.

Suddenly, 2 waiters come and start speaking Danish asking if I was disturbing them. I could understand what they were saying. They ask me to leave the girl alone since I was disturbing them. I said "if the girl feels uncomfortable I will leave. But, I am just talking to her." Another guy says, "you need to leave sir". I get cockblocked by these 2 guys. I ask her if it is okay for me to sit next to them. I say "if you want me to leave, you can say bye".

She:bye bye

So I leave. I start laughing as I go, but it kind of kills the mood. I go to another bar with a lot of girls sitting at a table. I am very anxious to talk to anyone. So I leave after 5 minutes.

I approach another girl as I am walking. I have calmed down a bit as I take some deep breaths and say to myself "hahaha, well fuck me. Looks like it is going to be difficult tonight. whatever. FUCK IT"

Me: Hi. You kind of looked interesting. I just had to say Hi. Just had to . Hi, my name is **

She: oh hi there. I am in a bit of a hurry.

Me : me too.

She: what did you find interesting about me? where are you from?

Me: I am from **. Where are you from?

She: Finland.

Me: Nice. So you just walk here at 10 pm alone? what do you do?

It was platonic but with some sprinkles of flirting here and there. But she knew why I was there talking to her. Soon we arrive at her location. I ask her if she wants to hang out sometime to which she politely declines by saying that she has a boyfriend. I said, "ok cool. Well I knew that already. Have a good night." She,"but you will find someone for sure." Inside my head "I have heard that a million times and I will probably die alone."

So I have to keep pushing and build momentum because one important lesson I have learnt while gaming is to build momentum. However, I do not see anybody around. The streets are empty and there are hardly any apporachable women. So I decide to go to the only grocery store open to buy some eggs. I go back to the train station to catch my train. I am still in my head. As I enter the train I see a beautiful girl. So I say hi to her.

Me: this is probably not going to work but I just had to say hi because I actually felt it.

She: oh that is so sweet. Hi where are you from?

Me: **

She: I am from Copenhagen. I have to get off after 3 stops.

Me: oh nice.

Then the same platonic interview questions about asking her age, and what does she do.

Me: so you like to party on the weekends and work part time. Do you enjoy it?

She: Yes.

Me: So where do you go partying.

She: No no I have a boyfriend (thinking that I would want to go with her.)

Me: haha, no I am genuinely asking you what place do you usually go to with your friends.

She: They are different everytime.

Me ok. The conversation dies down. We chat about some random topics without any man to woman interaction. However she was so engaged in it that she forgot about her stop. I remind her that she needs to get off here as the train reaches the station. She becomes flustered and leaves.

Good things I did: Approached 3 women even though I was feeling anxious. I stayed in there and held some ground when the 2 cockblockers came. I am taking action despite of random thoughts going through my head and trying to build momentum everytime.

Things I can improve upon: Trying to flirt with women. Man to woman interaction during daygame is missing. Physicality and eye contact is missing. But somehow, it is difficult and does not feel natural to go from casual conversations to flirting. I just do not feel it sometimes. Keeping it chill and calming myself before I approach is another crucial step. I have to put myself in the mood I want girls to be in. This is very important.

But at the end of the day, I did it. I will make it man. I have hope. I will be successful. Keep hustling.