Allow me to introduce myself. I am 22 years old. No prior experience what so ever. Never been kissed. I'v had depression and insomnia for a while. Recently fixed my insomnia though. This past summer I ended up meeting a girl through mutual friends. We got along well, we were both into the same things. I took her out to a park the one night. It had awesome scenery. We walked around and talked, I easily could have went for a kiss but I just didn't know what I was doing and couldn't make the leap. I went to a club with her the next day. We were dancing it was a good time, at one point we were dancing face to face. Our foreheads were touching looking into each other's eyes. Easily could have went for it, but what happened? I bitched up. After that night we hung out but day by day she lost interest. Now we don't talk. I was super bummed about it. Recently I met a new girl through my friend. She is really cool, we are into the same things. We went to a club we danced and had a good time for our friends birthday. She seemed to kind of steal her away while we were dancing. I was thinking of going out Friday night, but being all emo and miserable I decided to stay in. My buddy texted me and said "You can go out and try to make it happen, or you can just stay at home and masturbate" After he said that I said to myself "I'm going out." We all went out Friday night. I had my sights set on the girl I met through my friend. We get there we dance, we're having fun. But she didn't seem like she wanted to dance with me all too much. I'm not sure, but we were all just dancing in a group. My group leaves, and it's just me and my buddy. I see these 2 asian girls, they seemed shy but I talked to them for a bit. I find my friends, and try to dance with my target again. She still seemed not too into it, so I turn around and I see one of the asian girls from earlier...but by herself. I noticed the song was about to end so right when the next one started I grabbed her and started dancing. She looked up at me, kind of surprised, but smile at me and went along with it. Cool!

We danced for a bit I asked her what her name was. She looked at me smiled and brushed it off. I was like WTF! I didn't know what to do so I started dancing with her again. My friend looks at me and says "You got an asian!" She tells my target to look and my target saw me dancing with her and was just kinda smiled. So while I'm dancing with the asian, She gives me this look. I'm 98% sure she wants to hook up, but I didn't do it. I bitched up. I'm behind her, she puts her arm around my head. I was like fuck it, I started kissing her neck she looks up at me and smiles. Then the next thing I know her tounge is in my mouth. I have no idea what happened. 5 seconds in I was like nope this isn't happening. So I opened my eyes for a split second. I'm like HOLY SHIT yes it is! We continued to make out for another 10 seconds or so. Her tounge is literally down my throat so I did the same thing. I tried to bite her lip, she bit mine(fucking awesome BTW) My friend looks at me in shock haha. Then we danced a bit and I went for it and we hooked up again for a good bit. After that we stopped dancing and she gets in a fight! I had to break up the fight. And in the mist of all the chaos she disappears. No number, no name, no nothing. But I didn't even care. I was super happy, I finally did it. My target didn't seem to talk to me as much after that. We stayed at the club for an after party. I was tired and sitting down she sat next to me we talked for a bit. We drove home in my friends car. Once we got to her house, she asked if somebody could take her home. I ended up taking her home, we just talked in the car nothing happened. I thought her seeing me hook up ruined my chances. My buddy tells me it could have actually helped me. Thoughts?