Okay fuck I was about to write you some backstory but it got way too long so here is the raw FR. (real catch is in the end, need opinion)

Cliifs:

  • New in City due college (Germany)
  • Made some guy friends in the first few days and opened up to talking to people
  • Friends didn't want to go out yesterday although there was some kind of event
  • Worked up the courage to go alone (since that's what everyone is always talking about in this subreddit)

I decided to open right away the first person/girl I encounter. So I said Hi to some girl standing at the bus station and asked her some question I dont really remember. She seemed really introvert or something and didn't even say a word just nodded. W/e. The Bus came and I just sat right next to a HB. Asked her about the event and she was about to participate aswell. Bingo. We ended up talking about just ... random stuff really, I didn't use any pickup lines or fancy DHV storys. We met up with 2 of her friends (both female) and went to the starting point of the so called "Bar Rally". I met another guy from class I didn't really talk to yet and he was with 3 other girls. So we were 2 guys 6 girls which is a good start I guess. So we started out going from bar to bar getting cheap shots/beers etc. Just talked to people a lot (basically opening everybody around me, if boy or girls dowsn't matter, can there be too much ?) yada yada. (All stuff I really didn't feel comfortable doing a few days ago, but I think I did a really good job at ... having fun ? I guess) We kinda split at some point I got tons of #-closes that night, mostly girls. (Basically I just told them to put their number into my cell and it worked out every single time)

SO here it gets interesting. We somehow met up with another group of our semester. Around 4 or 5 guys with i think 3 HB's. All of them good looking. One of them was a solid HB9 tho. It wasn't really her appearance, I mean she had a decent face and body but her personality was just completely open and fun. We continued to drink, I talked a lot we danced, I made other people have a little dance contest in the middle of our circle and showed some fun moves myself. I would consider myself the life of the party at this point. I had a lot of Eye contact with pretty much all the girls and there was constant KINO. Fast forward to some point where I ended up alone with the HB9, she was about to go and gave me my pullover and signaled me to go with her. I lead her out of the crowded bar/club, talked to a lot of people on the way, sipped at some drinks (I don't know why but I did this a lot. Just got up to people and sipped on their drinks, they seemed to enjoy it aswell ...) Uhm ... ah yeah. So when we got out there were some other guys immediately coming to talk to HB and trying to get her to another bar. We ended up going with them for a bit (although i had my arm around her all the time and she seemed to enjoy it) but then we/I/her (don't really remember) decided to take a cab to her flat ...

And here comes the well ... disappointing part of the night. I mean, we got into bed etc. (I promised in the cab that I would behave since it was planned as a "sleepover" so I didn't have to walk home) and we just talked a lot. A LOT of eye contact, we were really close etc. But i could not pull the fucking trigger. We didn't really sleep for at least 2 hours. Every time it got silent for a few minutes on of us started a conversation again and we kinda cuddled together and the eye fucking began. I fucking knew she wanted it.

Okay here is the ... twist tho. I knew for sure she has a boyfriend. I let her know if she had not it would be a completely different situation. (probably bad move, less talking more fucking i guess) And I knew she wanted it. But ... I don't know. She had a BF + was kinda drunk + we are going to go to the same class for the next ... 3 years ?

Nothing worse than fucking up with her, all the other girls get mad, big drama ... Next day (today) she hang around me all the time (I around her, I dont know, fuck). She seemed to enjoy my company tho. Although her personality makes you think shes into you really easily. I noticed it when she was talking to other guys in class and on the night out. I continued opening people on the campus just ... naturally, as I said I didn't really use any pickup lines ... except for some chicks in a bar who seemed annoyed in the beginning but then lightened up after I guessed they age and profession right, That's something I did a lot. I just made up stories for people) Uhm, okay fuck this got really out of hand. I guess I have a new wingwoman tho.