I recently had a week where I was working on improving my inner and outer game. I had three chances over the course of this week where I could have easily F/k closed and missed my chance. I am soooo close to breaking my barriers to becoming more alpha.

So, now getting to the actual FR. Typing this now, I can't believe I fucked up but, as embarrassing it is to type this, ill go on. A girl from my work, an HB7, came over to my house to smoke. She came over at around 9:30/10:00 pm. Well...now I see it, she was fucking COMING OVER TO MY HOUSE at a super late time...fuck. Well, I started to smoke with her and I DID improve my seduction skills. I was involving alot more Kino than I had before. I was having a great conversation with her for an extended amount of time. She was responsive and I should have k closed right on the fucking deck while I was talking to her. The thing was, I couldn't, for the life of me, come up with a way to close.

As usual, I "after the fact" can come up with a way to do it...but not when I am sitting there talking to her. I should have said something like this...(I work as a summer camp counselor...so its a loose job)

"I don't know what they say about coworkers kissing each other, but I've been wanting to kiss you all night"

well, hopefully you all can help me come up with ways to improve my k-closes. I fear now, that because I failed tonight in such a crash/burn way..i am immediately out of her "kiss him" zone and into the friend zone =(. Ill have to see at work how she responds but man..I fucked this one up royally. I figure that the fact that I realize where I fucked up I can improve myself.