For a long time, (the last three years), I have been through a life changing experience. I have finally been able to see my commitment actually show some pay off. Tonight I finally let go of my codependency of my last two high school friends. Fuck those guys, once I let go of them tonight.

As I was on my way out, it seemed I was rewarded by a beautiful girl walking in the door, granted I didn't actually leave but I talked to this girl, gamed her a little and got her number. I felt like I could more, but I wasn't really looking for more tonight, so I was good with the number.

Ill probably text her this weekend, and see whats up, but im not invested at all, so its whatever. Take it or leave it. My point is my decision to let go of my last little bit of codependency tonight and was rewarded immediately, (could be coincidence, or not) but what ever it was it reinforced my completed independence.