I'm addicted to caffeine and I need it to do the mentally demanding concepts I'm studying. But when I cut down to one cup in the morning I become so much more relaxed. I notice my body language changes a ton also, and it's not something I can think my way into changing. Last time I cut down I was a lot more calm around women, used a lot more sexual innuendo and language without thinking about it, also had more interest from them in general. I got the confidence to start approaching when I was doing this. It was easy and felt natural, and I didn't think about any of the possible things that could go wrong. But now when I do it, it just doesn't feel natural, I can't buy it myself.

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I just want a hot girlfriend who lets me smash whenever I want but I need to get my own place and land this job I'm working for.