Hello everybody, I (24M)have a very weird social problem, the reason I'm posting it here is because I think that pick up is kinda the highest level of social skills you can have. The thing is, if you ask someone that really knows me he'll tell you I'm a good looking guy and don't have any social problems. I consider myself a leader, funny and sharp. But whenever I meet new people I become this weird, cold, not interested snob guy. I had a few relationships but non of them actually came from my actions. I think it's some kind of a defensive mechanism I built for myself because I was a forgien in my country ( my parents moved here when I was 1yo) and I got kinda bullied in the lower gardens about me being Russian and my wierd last name(it is fucking wierd haha) but now I lough about it and don't really care. I criticize myself and others alot, I'm sick of it and want to evolve, meet more people freely, get laid and meet me a wife I can spend my whole life with. As my life looks right now I'm probably going to spend my whole life smoking weed and playing Apex legends untill I'll die of depression. There are probably alot worse cases in this world but I have a problem I wanna share and fix. Thank you all.