Yes, i am using a throw away for this. A little bit of a background about me. I was god awful with girls in high school. I was this short scrawny awkward kid with no confidence. I couldn't even look in a girls direction without getting nervous. I remember one time this one really hot girl asked me on a date, I never texted her back because I was so nervous just thinking about it. I was pathetic, and was a complete failure with girls. Im suffering the consequences of it now. At this point (I just turned 20) , I'm tall, filled out, and much more confident. I can actually hold a conversation with a woman I'm interested in. However, I have very little sexual experience, just because of my past self. It definitely holds me back mentally, i can't get past it. It kills my confidence. I personally have no problem with it, i obviously wasnt ready to be having sex yet in hight school. But I'm afraid girls my age do, and it will make them not want to be with me. I dont want to be seen as a prude beta like i was in high school. I feel like my dating life is ruined now. I want to get past this but i feel like i dug myself a hole to deep to get out of. Im too far behind. Has anyone dealt with the same problem, if so how did you handle it? What should i be doing now?