Long story short when i started with "game" i worked on a museum. Made eye contact with a girl. Got into deep conversations etc. One Day She betatest me (at least that is my theory) when She talked about her first kiss to her friend. I was crushed. Because not only was i jealous of her. I was unkissed. I thought "if i kiss her it Will not be something special for her". I created a fantasy reliationship (never do that). She stoped texting me. I got crazy because i did not know why She stoped. After 7 Weeks she told me that She had been Busy. I stoped texing. I know that i must get Laid atleast 10 times before my insecurity vannish. But because of that fantasy relationship + open loop in my mind because of She stoped with texts i can't get her of my mind. I have just started with real cold approach so no lays yet. Any tips to Move on. Minioneitis here. Feels like i never Will find a girl with her looks + humble sweet girl next door personality