I've been having a tough time dealing with caring too much, or trying to make sure everything is perfect. I do incredibly well with talking to women initially, I get phone numbers, make outs, even get some women naked, a lot of women naked. But, it sucks, actually it's devastating, when a girl doesn't call back, or a feel like I made the wrong move.

I talk to three maybe even four different girls at the same time, and it helps, but sometimes it just hurts three times as bad.

I need to stop caring about stuff, and stop taking every thing so seriously. And this isn't just for relationships. I got a write up at work, and the only thing I could think about is, "will I get fired, will I have to look for another job, how am I going to pay rent." A week ago I got yelled at in a music store for asking this guy to return my guitar strings, and I didn't do anything about it. My friend asked me why I didn't tell the guy to chill down and why I just stood there. In my head, I know it was because I can't stand up for myself and I know it's because I care too much about other people.

When I talk to women I feel like I always need to say the right thing or else I'll lose them. It's made me very mentally destructive.