Have been consistently going to meetups all summer, have been at college for 2 week and am going to practically every society event that interested me. I am out at least three times a week and approaching girls, I don't really have approach anxiety. However it feels like girls and intimacy are just locked away to me. I can get a number or social media details, but if I try to arrange another hangout they always blow me off with weird excuses and never come near me again

I can just sense a total lack of attraction and it seems like no body language or threading techniques or really anything can fix it. When I see one of my tall or facially attractive acquaintances talk to a girl it's like everything happens naturally, she carries like 90% of the conversation and he barely needs to say anything. I've literally seen attractive guys repeat the same joke or comment I said and all the girls will start shrieking with laughter whereas when I say the same thing everyone just glares at me.

I can be having what I think is a good conversation with a girl and then suddenly another guy walks up and she turns away from me in pure elation to hug and talk with the guy and totally forgets about me

This all feels so fucking pointless. I was excited to start my last year of college and finally get out and meet people but it just doesn't work, it just feels like I innately repel everyone.

I'm not even sure anyone uses threading and emotional content in conversations, and when I try to be teasing girls just get annoyed and stop wanting to be near me.

So how much longer do I need to go? I have several rejections in my text inbox, 0 successes whatsoever, probably 5 numbers after talking to 20 girls over the past few weeks. I feel like id be happier if I just quit at this point.