All the girls I have been with, I either knew or they approached me. I have never approached a girl and have a relationship or fling with them.

Whenever I see a girl I want to talk to, I just end up talking myself out of it. Saying it doesn't matter. I don't know how to get out of my head. I sometimes get the best chances too. For example, I got out of class and was heading to an out of class assignment. It was raining hard and I saw a girl, who I'm interested in, with no umbrella. I could of went and offered to share mine, but I couldn't bring myself to it. Like, shit.

I guess I just don't have inner game. I don't find myself attractive even if I have girls here and then approaching me at parties.

I have approached before. At senior week I was able to talk to girls on the bus and at the parties. I even held my own with a group of girls, they approached me though because of my ear. I have the shittest attitude and don't know how to over come it.