EL.OH.EL.

Seriously, my company was having a get together at a bar. Most of my friends co-worker didn't show up so only knew a few people there. Although went with a girl co-worker, I was awkward as shit when socializing. I had good frame in some, but in others, my vocality and words were so stupid, like oh.my.god. Seriously, after not going out for a while, it takes some skill to randomly talk with stranger, especially when you're over thinking every social interaction while its happening. Fucking red-pill, how do I throw it back out? Well whatever, I need to get better. This was a little rant, but at least I got some reference points.