As the title says, I did it!! It felt awesome to be in control of my life and acting towards my fears.

So, today I was in the bus and a cute girl came up and asked if she could sit next to me, so I moved and she said "thank you". She was stunning: brunette, green eyes, the body of a model and the cutest smile ever. The bus started moving again and I started listening to some music, while glancing at her when I noticed she was looking at my iPhone to see what music I was listening to: Dr. Dre, Ice Cube, The Notorious B.I.G., Eminem and JAY Z.

After a few minutes i saw her looking at me and we started this dumb thing of looking at each other while one of us wasn't looking.

Then an argument between a drunk guy and an immigrant came up, and she started looking back, a bit scared and I was thinking "Well, I can talk to her, this is a perfect cue", so what did I do? I opened Snapchat to look the Coachella Live. I was scarred as hell. The heart was beating fast. My hands were rushing on the phone. I sat next to her and I didn't talk. But a few minutes later she got up, I thought she was getting off the bus, instead she was looking why did it stop, so when she was walking down to sit again next to me I looked at her, she looked at me with those big, green eyes and i got into iTunes to scroll between song because I was fearing to talk to her. Again. But this time I notice that she put her phone so up that I could see that she's listening to 2Pac. I take it as a sign of interest.

So, now we're sitting, she's looking at me, looking at my phone, her leg is touching mine and she doesn't move it, we made eye contact through the reflection in the glass in front of us, I take out my earphones, put the phone in my pocket , and she gets up as fast as I moved my hand, like she was expecting me to act in some manner, I say that I'm not getting off at this stop, that she can sit a little bit, she smiles at me and sits down. I don't know what the fuck should I do. My mind isn't working very well, I'm a bit tired, I get up, I go to the door, I look at her and we make eye contact. This is deep eye contact. Like-in-a-movie eye contact. She looks down, I move to the door, I think "fuck" and my instinct make me do this thing I never did before. I go to her I mumble a word, I regain consciousness and I say as laid back as possible "Hey, would you want to grab a coffee someday?". I asked a girl I never talked to to go and grab a coffee together and I didn't even know her name. She looks at her phone blushing, so now her face is red and she says to me "I have a boyfriend", like she was saying "If I wasn't in a relationship, don't take it badly, please". I say " It's okay, don't worry, goodbye!" I smile at her and i get off the bus, because it's my stop.

And then I start laughing because I felt all that adrenaline in my body, I was euphoric, so euphoric that I had to sit on the first bench I found to rationalize what I just did. I felt awesome and I walked home with the biggest smile ever.

I DID IT!!! FUCK I DID IT GUYS!!!! This is a huge step for me, I'm so happy right now that I'm still grinning.

Thank you all, all you guys helped me to reach this point in my life, and I want to say thank you especially to /u/SpamFilterHatesMe who suggested me to read Models.