Okay, i try my very best to communicate with both men and women. However, i can only with a few people talk. Having interesting or funny conversation is super hard for me. Although, my family tells me often that i am super funny and should do something with it, but i seem not able to portray it to the outside world. I think this might be due to the many bad things people called me in the past, i have always been smaller than most because i had severe intestinal problems which caused me to dry out when i was little and decreased my self esteem dramaticly. Anyway, i am not here to tell my entire lifestory. I moved out my parents house for the first time to go and live in Brazil, i am trying to go to as many social places as possible. But again i can't vibe, i try to have interesting conversations but most often i feel my life is boring. If i cannot even make friends with men how can i ever get a girlfriend? I would realy apreciate some advice!