I’ve been weak boys. This morning I gave in to nnn. Not in the way you first might believe. I did fuck, but like I told you in another post, it was my ugly ass friend...

I don’t know why I did it again. I was horny, sure, but that does not excuse this behaivor. When I was on my way from there I started gagging. Like Wtf? How can I fuck someone and then want to puke thinking about it? This stench has followed me as well. I have know idea where It’s coming from. I’ve washed every inch of my body.

Anyway, just wanted to update you guys. Soon enough I hope to find the discipline to actually approach a stranger. Which I did one time and it ended fairly well, don’t really understand Why my brain doesn’t learn. I can write a field report on the approach if you guys would like that.

Keep gaming boys, see you soon.