I'm 22, I'm a programmer ( intern pentester ) and I think I'm going into a depression. I have a problem since I was born, my right hand is shanking uncontrollable, basically I cannot hold a glass of water without spilling it if I don't use both hands and I think that's the main reason girls are rejecting me. My left hand is also shaking but not so hard. 2 weeks ago I drank some coffee with a girl at work but she seems a bit scared with my problem and that happened with almost all girls I talked with. Now I think she is dating someone else and I have no more motivation talking with girls.

I've got only rejections and now before I talk with a girl I will always think that she will have a problem with my problem.

I really don't know what to do with this cuz I cannot change the fact that my hand is shaking. I've tried going to the gym ,talking with my dad about that but he told me that television will come if I will get a girlfriend so fuck him.

I've also tried to read some books (e.g. the art of seduction by Robert green ) but then I thought that it will not change anything.

What can I do guys ?