I am curious if it's just me, but I am feeling very burned out. I've been doing this pick up thing for like 10 plus years now and things are just getting worse. I am almost 40 now, still never had a girlfriend and I am a virgin. I live in Seattle, which I hate this place, but I am kind of stuck here. Been doing what I can to focus on myself and get a good job, but it doesn't matter because it feels like every girl out there expects you to be a 6, 6, 6. (6 pack, 6 figures, 6 foot tall), I am only 5 foot 8, I don't make 6 figures, and I don't have a 6 pack, but I do go to the gym. I go to the gym constantly, however I am still not good enough, I am not as good looking as the fellow bodybuilder. No matter what I do I am not good enough.

I am sick of the dating apps, all scams, all fakes. I have gotten so burned out that now whenever I see a pretty women on the street I can't stand to look at her, makes me feel like I could never have her. I hate jerking off to porn because I don't enjoy looking at women who will reject me anyway.

I've lost all hope. No matter how many times I approach chicks, I get rejected with the same old, I have a boyfriend nonsense and I am not interested. And then every once in a blue moon I might get 1 date, but the girl stands me up, or even if they show up to the date, I can't get a 2nd date because the girl complains that she can't feel a connection. Perhaps its because of my Aspergers.

I give up. I am burned out. I am on the verge to losing my virginity by just going to a hooker. I feel like no women will ever want me. Tired of living in a world where woman are so powerful, and they go on onlyfans and make so much money. Makes me ashamed that I am even a man. I feel so worthless as a man surrounded by women who are more powerful than me. women have all the power and flaunt their beauty. Hot women look at me like I am trash.

I hate my life. Anyone that can help?