Hi seddit. Long time lurker that just went to his first party. Thought it would be a good experience but alas it reminded me of everything I see wrong with myself. I'm 19 turning 20 in 2 months and a virgin that's never had a girlfriend and who got his first kiss this year. I just can't seem to understand what girls find wrong with me. After being rejected by so many girls, and the girls that do give me a chance quickly regretting it, and the girls that somehow fall for me snap out of it after a week they must see something that I don't see. I'm not usually negative. I'm a little shy, everyone thinks I'm funny and once people get to know me I open up but nobody wants to date me. I wouldn't say I'm ugly. I'm probably a 6 or 7 in the face but I have a strong muscular body. I just can't figure it out and it makes me depressed I feel so fucking lonely and maybe seducing girls isn't the right thing I need but I would feel a lot better about myself if I knew I could get women because I just can't seem to fucking do it no matter what ): I get nervous af from cold approaching and even if I have the balls to approach one I get rejected almost instantly and I feel so boring I never have anything to talk about after a joke just ugh):