I know don’t shit where you eat. But I came close.

Preface

I’ve been fighting malignant melanoma the past 18 months, so far treatment going well. Bedded 6 girls from tinder since February and bedded 3 girls I met in a bar. Not spinning any plates but occasionally meet two girls from tinder fortnightly.

The HB8 I met from work gave me lots of IOU’s when I retuned to work. Questions like am I seeing anyone, initiating conversation and making contact with me by touching my arms back etc

Had a meeting and a manager announced my Brain mets have gone. The expression on her face gave me the impression she didn’t know I had cancer. She joined where I work whilst I was off getting treatment. Looked at me like she’d seen a ghost and well ghosted me.

I gave her space for a week and she started being friendly again but not making contact.

Then it gets weird she made statements like “I bet you’re seeing someone” I can tell you’ve been with a lot of women etc

I just found that weird. I just try and minimise contact with her after I asked if we could grab a coffee or a drink in a bar and she declined calling me a player. I just find it bizarre.

Can’t stop thinking about her tbh