Fuck I'm not even gonna lie I kept rehearsing things in my mind and obviously it didn't go that way at all IRL. I got so nervous out of nowhere it was crazy. My voice started getting all quiet and shaky I felt like I could barely mutter words out. Pretty sure she could hear the nervous vibrato... I've done a fair bit of sales in my lifetime and have met with all sorts of people including billion dollar companies... I can handle my own fine in pretty much any business meeting, but god damn I felt like such a bitch here. I think the buildup was just too much. Not enough spontaneity and I got stuck in my head thinking about "the approach".

I'm still overall proud of myself for taking a step forward. It was a super platonic conversation though. The girl was giving strong choosing signals and I know she likes me, but once I approached it seemed like she was trying to play it cool and not show much interest anymore. We cross paths often, so I'm sure she didn't want to be seen as easy. I've ignored her signals for a long time so I guess this is my payback haha.

I hope to use this momentum to build up more approaches. Even platonic ones, I'd like to be more social in general. My next goal is to throw in some intent.